I try to forget but it's not enough so make it all okay.
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12 April 20077:20 PM
i just can't understand.
I just don't get it.Why does she have to make me feel guilty all the time? She just gives that look and all i can do is shut up.If i open my mouth she'd just scold me more.Which makes me feel even more worse.I'm talking about my Mum. She just doesn't get it. Why doesn't she get what i don't like? I have told her a MILLION times what i don't like and she just keeps on repeating it. First i'd just go "Mummmmmmmm!" but now it's just bloody irritating.And i eventually tell her that she's getting up my nerves,but what happens? She starts to go all upset and this makes me feel very guilty. When this happens i just feel like dying. I seriously don't like thisssssssss. I can't do anything. I was just in my room and it looked like how i felt. Empty. Yeah, that's how i feel right now. EMPTYYYYYY. I just wanna run away at times.I do love my Mum, but times like these makes me go nutssssssss. OKAY! NVM. Today was good good(: But i felt very very weak in the morning.Even Amirah asked me if i was alright, she said i looked pale.Then after that i also had to present our TD project. I also left all my note cards in the bloody taxi. Yeah, i took taxi again cos i got late. Then it raineddddddddddddddddddd.SO MUCH RAINNNN!!!! Actually i LOVE THE RAIN <3 But sometimes, rain CAN be very irritating.I mean very. Gahhhhhhh. I got so much geog homework.SO MUCHHHHH. And i feel like sleeping, but i just can't sleep. Argh.Whatever. Byebye<3 |