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I try to forget but it's not enough so make it all okay.
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You can't play on broken strings
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I'm Ara.
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12 June 20071:54 PM
What a nightmare.
Gosh, yesterday was unexplainable. One second, i'm having a blast and enjoying. The next, it turns into a nightmare. No idea, how to explain. It just terribly sucked. All in tears, my day ended. But when i think about it, it isn't really worth my tears is it? Or is it? God. I think i'll keep to the idea that it isn't. Sounds much better yea? This post is planned to have no smilies at all, but heck if i actually do bring myself to type out one. Sigh, now, i'm all alone at home. I don't like being alone. Makes me wanna think about stuff, stuff that is not important yet. And right now, i don't think i wanna actually think about stuff like that. I just want to sleep and forget everything. FORGET ARA. FORGET. Maybe friends can do the job? But how great, i'm grounded. Pfft. Why must i be grounded when i really really need to go out and not stay at home, isolated. :( why oh why. Oh there's a smiley. Not really smiling is it? Plus to all this, my head is swirling. I feel like a drug addict, oh but don't worry. I don't do drugs. Drugs is for LOOOOOOSSSEEEERRRRS. Now what can i do at home? Oh, wait. I'll try to watch the idiot box and hopefully, i don't get annoyed by it. Hope i just laugh my ass off and forget things. Trying to be gay. Doesn't seem to work :/ |