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31 August 200710:22 PM
Suicidal.
I'm way too cool for ya boy That's why it'll never work I'll have you suicidal, suicidal When I say it's over Damn all these beautiful girls We're only gonna do your dirt We'll have you suicidal, suicidal When I say it's over Yeah yeah I remember when I was hanging with my friends That's when I caught your eye You thought that I was fly Right then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby) You tried to spit some game Asking me girl what's ya name Saw that that ice upon ya chain So I asked you the same Something tells me that we'd have fun together (fun together) I ain't easy to find I'm a one of a kind Oh when I judge you whine I know your only mine Tonight is yours Tomorrow is for another guy (another guy) I'm way too cool for ya boy That's why it'll never work I'll have you suicidal, suicidal When I say it's over Damn all these beautiful girls We're only gonna do your dirt We'll have you suicidal, suicidal When I say it's over You've been calling me Leaving messages all week Cause your curiosity Got ya knees weak I'm not looking for a man So I don't want no confusion (no confusion) I took ya to the floor Had ya begging me for more But that was my queue to go So I hit the door I left you hot But your mind is still running wild (running wild) I ain't easy to find I'm a one of a kind Oh when I judge you whine I know your only mine If you stick around Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love) I'm way too cool for ya boy That's why it'll never work I'll have you suicidal, suicidal When I say it's over Damn all these beautiful girls We're only gonna do your dirt We'll have you suicidal, suicidal When I say it's over Now a couple months have past Never thought that this would last Oh everybody asked How ya got a girl like that But you should've known That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever) I mash up ya mind When I tell you lies But boy don't be suprised That I'm seeing other guys I'm too young to settle And you should've known better (known better) Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known) We're only gonna do your dirt (cause I'll have) I'll have you suicidal, suicidal When I say it's over - Beautiful Girls JOJO. DAMN, it's bitchy! but the song is nice :D heh heh.
6:50 PM
TEACHER'S DAY! :D
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY EVERYONE! (: Today is Teachers' Day celebrations! And our school made us do the "neighbourhood walk". HELLO, WE'RE IN IXORA NEIGHBOURHOOD. HOW COME WE WALK ALL THE WAY TO BEDOK SOUTH AH? Sigh. Anyhoos, after that the concert was good. Not as lively like last year, but good. The dance performances were superb!(: specially the dance aluminis' performance! After the performance i headed back to TPS!! :DDD I still remember our stupid TPS cheer. T-TP-TPS. *clap clap clap* T-TP-TPS*clap clap clap* power! power! YAY. -.-' DUMB. I know. Do not need to remind me, thanks. Ahhh, well it was good to go back after such a long period of time :D and it was great to meet all of my friends again!! :D Met Pavithra first, followed by Tahira, Shafiqah, Addina, Farah, Addina's sister Afiqa EVERYONE :D AND NOT TO FORGET SEXY DEXY. Met her for a while only, before she went with Astri and I went with the rest ((: I MISS ALL OF YOU LOADS!! ♥ Hope to seeya guys soon :D Slacked at the library with Dina and Pavi till 5. Was fun siah :D and we kept on laughing LIKE MAD at Dina, for reasons that will not be disclosed :D need to save Dina' rep. AHAHA. Came home TIRED, and guess what. I had to go back to TM again! Siri discovered she had my MT papers by mistake, thus wanting to return it to me. Bahhh~~ TMR IS HINDI SCH. and kaylie's birthday :D HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY KAYLIE. you shall see a BIG wish to you on my blog tmr! :D I'LL MAKE SURE IT'S COLOURFULL!!! ~ =D and on MONDAY. Go out to celebrate Kaylie's birthday! :D Can't wait! (: TILL THEN. ADIOS (:
30 August 200711:33 PM
MELT MELT MELT. JOHNNY DEPP MAKES ME MELT. I don't care how old he is. HE MAKES ME MELTTT~~~ gahhh.~~~~ I'M SO BORED, AND I'M NOW LISTENING TO MUTTONS TO MIDNIGHT :DDDD hahaha. they rock man. MUTTOOONSSSS~~~~ :DDD
29 August 20075:53 PM
SLEEP :D
Yay! Yesterday i finally got my 12 hour sleep (: Accidental though. I came home tired from boring long hours of CCA and slept, telling my maid to wake me up at 7. But NO. She didn't and i kept on sleeping till 4 am! Then i woke up and i SERIOUSLY shouted OMG! Then i sat in front of my bed and wondered what to do. Tired of thinking of stupid and silly ideas to do 4 am in the morning, i went to sleep again :P I wonder myself how i can sleep -.-' like sleep 10 hours already, STILL can go to sleep. Haha. Guess i really did need some sleep :D I think the last week of school before the september hols is like the most stressful week ever. 3 projects to hand up, a lot of tests and stuff to do. PLUS, think of what else to get Kaylie! Don't feel like giving her JUST the ______. HEH HEH. You will never find out what it is Cakie, until Monday! :D MWAHAHA. Omg, plus today is the most multi-tasking i've ever done, ever. Music, chatting, Maths, Home Econ Project, Literature Project and PW project ALL TOGETHER. But OBVIOUSLY, i'm doing more of the homework. I just finished all of it just now. Gah. I hate PW!~ It sucks :/ Now my hands are real tired, so i think i shall rest :D GOODBYEEE(: [/edited] I'm so darn bored. I have nothing to do, except for hindi homework. And i just remembered that there was a PE test in school. Like WTFG. A PE test and their gonna reflect it in our reportbook. Like.What.The.Fuck. It's a test on basketball. HAH. Basketball. They test our dribbling and scoring. (you don't need to score, you just need to try and score the correct way). -.- Darn stupid ok. Currently i'm blog hopping. I don't feel like blog hopping anymore. :/ So many blogs, so many lives. My blog is useless, cuz i never say anything i really feel properly -.-' Thinking of just abandoning this blog, but no. I like the skin too much :D Hehe. Yes i am very much full of myself and my excellect skill in choosing a blogskin. *thank you thank you*. AHHHH. I'm so bored, EOY exams are near. I need to study. I need to study. I need to study. ): and i haven't had gaylord over to my house to teach me maths since a long time. Prolly cuz he's so boring. Zzz. Gaylorrdddd. I named him that, he's so darn ghey. I feel random. I'm thinking of such random songs and thanks to one of the blogs i went on, the most RANDOM song i've ever thought of. Dancing Queen- Abba. Oh.My.God. Since i'm so sick of this, i think i'll go and SLEEP. Ugh. Sleep. Goodnight. I'm going to SLEEP.
25 August 20076:37 PM
WISHLIST :D
[/edited]: DO NOT THINK SICK. like SOMEONE. you know who you are. (: I want red things. A lot of red things. A lot a lot (: I'm so in love with red. SHIT.I WANT THEM >;(
24 August 200712:22 PM
sick.
Shit. I'm sick. and i'm getting dead bored at home alone. There's no one. Unless you include my boring maid -.- I have running nose and a throat infection. Gahh.. in the morning i had a fever too. Now it's gone though. JASMINE JUST CALLED :D YAY. I GOT A1 IN LITERATURE. She said i got highest in class for the last section (:! BUT I DON'T CARE. ALL I WANT IS AN A1 :D YAYY. I'm so happy now. But i'm still bored. I was bored in the morning so i went on to find more earrings hidden in my room to put on the earring stand and i found quite a lot too. (: Didn't really know i had that many earrings :P heh. Currently i'm just doing random things to decorate my room. bored, yeah. SEEYAAAA.
23 August 20076:05 PM
I LOVE MY SISTERRRR. <3
yay. parent's came back todayyy.(: Missed them loads. Plus they brought cool stuff for meee! :D I got an earring stand! Always wanted one of those.. but they were either too expensive or too ugly. But now i do! Yipeee!(: I LOVE YOU MY LOVELY ADORABLE SISTER. and mostly... i miss her.. ): Sigh. Never really thought i'd miss her so much, but i do. Oh well, she's gonna come back to visit soon (: I got a new PINK bag. It's like HAWT. It's not that kinda baby pinkish, but it's HOT PINK. My sister and i love hot pink(: Ok, i don't love it... but it's aite. AHHHH, AND I GOT THIS RLY COOL BUTTERFLY EARRING HOLDERRRR! I'VE ALWAYS WANTED ONE SINCE YOUNG :D It's so prettyyyyy :DDD And with that i got a couple more things. Really cute stuff! Like these really cool I LOVE NY pencils and a coin pouch which is a sock! Hahaha. It's so cute. Oh, plus some tees. Mom said there wasn't much shopping there. Only ONE mall you see. ONE CRAPPY MALL. How's my sister gonna live there with only one crappy mall around. I hope she can survive there. Ahahaha. Yeah, i'm gonna miss her more. School was fairly ok. UGH. I want my Lit marks. I want to do good for Lit. I want to i want to i want to i want to. ): I hope i do. Gahhh. AHHH. My running nose won't stop :( Gahh... this really sucks right now..
20 August 200710:31 PM
stupid day.
Today we had the most stupidest stupid stupid activities EVER. After maths we had lit. No Ms Sharifah meaning, NO LIT. Means free period. BUT NO. The school had to ruin my one hour of extra sleep by carrying out a FAKE, STUPID, TIME CONSUMING, IDIOTIC fire drill excersise which made us stand in the hot sun for SO GODDAM LONG. Then the best part. Do NOTHING at all and send us all back to our classrooms. The most idiotic day one could ever have. I just hate it when schools carry out these drills at the wrong time -.-' Can't they like have it at more convenient timings? Like when we all are still with our bags and not doing anything else? I have nothing more to say. After school went to parkway with Lix and Jas, to buy Jasmine the b'day present she wanted :D One more down. A few more to go. AND LOOOL. Kaylie's nickname on msn was WAY TO FUNNY TODAY. I won't reveal it, or else Kaylie would be so pai seh :P Anyways! IT WAS DARN FUNNY. :D we both know what it was, hunnaye. & I am sick and tired of not getting enough sleep everyday. I am going to sleep NOW. GOODBYEEEE :D
18 August 200711:23 PM
18th.
I like Saturdays. No wait, correction. I like Saturdays after 1 pm. The morning period of Saturday is the worst of the week, unless there's no hindi school. Today was fun :D but LONG. Real long. Went to see License To Wed. It was so wasted -.-' It was okay, but still not worth watching in the cinema. Maybe on cd, or on maybe just on TV. Rather see Dead Silence! GOSH. I SO WANT TO SEE THAT MOVIE. Then went to Raffles for some Straits Times thing. JC Sum was there. If you're wondering who the hell that guy is, don't sweat it. I had never heard his name before yesterday in my whole life. He was more referred to as "that singaporean illusionist who thinks he's all that". HAH! He's just some ugly dude who looks like such an idiot doing the street magic, no way can he beat David Blaine or the Mindfreak. They're just too good. :D But he did the teleportation trick and to tell you the truth, I AM DUMB-FOUNDED OK. Like i really got nothing to say to what he did. He teleported from outside the UOB Tower to the 50th storey, which is the roof, of the UOB Tower! :O right in front of my eyes!!!! Gahhh.. there MUST be some trick to it, but i just can't figure it out. I mean if he was a fake... how did he get out of that darn box thingy. I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT THE WHOLE DAY. And yet, i come up with nothing. All i do is think about the analogy he told us about AND HOW MUCH IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE! Then went to see the fireworks. Missed the ones on NDP, saw it from my house window. Actually on the day of NDP i wasn't really into the Singapore spirit. Wasn't even watching the parade. The only thing i saw was the fireworks cos' i have an EXCELLENT display of them from my mum's bedroom window :D The fireworks were brilliant. Loved them. Specially cos they were so pretty and colourful~ Purple. I feel like typing in purple. Some people have this thing against the colour purple!~ Mostly guys. Why? Cos it's the international gay colour? GAY MEANS HAPPY YOU DELUDED MORONS. If you think it's the other term theit referring to, then there's another word for it? HOMOSEXUAL!! Pfft. Don't diss my fav colour; PURPLE :D Ok back to black. Black. Black reminds me of Harry Potter, well indirectly i guess. Sirius Black from Harry Potter. WAIT. ZOMGGG THIS REMINDS ME!!! Don't forget to check out this video. It's SO DARN FUNNY. http://youtube.com/watch?v=bSM1D2Gkdts YOU GUYS HAVE YO CHECK IT OUT! It's a Harry Potter spoof (: SEEYAAA. Bye! :D
17 August 200711:26 PM
Hohoho. We're in the spirit:D
HEY! (: Exams OFFICIALLY over now. (: But there's the tension of getting back the marks :S I don't wanna get back my Maths. I did AWFUL, and i know it. I can see it in Mrs Tan's eyes baybehh, that i did HORRIBLE, no TERRIBLEEE. Gah~ I hate Silent Teacher Bitch. Bitch bitch bitch. Ugh! Anyways! The class finally RELUCTANTLY ( well most of them i guess) decided to make a card for Mrs Tan for teachers day (: Kaylie, Siri and I designed it!~ Heh. It's a silly card. Silly silly silly :P But it's the thought that counts! Isn't it? :D Well. Since describing the card won't do any good, i'll just show a picture of it.(: Went to Kaylie's house after school!~ Gosh, at the bus stop i got bit 2 times by mossiez. And ironically, there was a "Prevent Dengue" sign RIGHT IN FRONT OF MEE!!! Stupidddd~ Hmm.. Kaylie's house is COOL with a capital C, yo. It's like "SWANGNING". HAHA, a commonly used niggerish word i think.. don't really know how to spell it :D At her house we played with Yo-Yo's, blue metallic GOO and just listened to songs (: Oh, plus raid through her stuff xD Kaylie's RICHHHH. :D Anyways, after going to Kaylie's house... I'm in LOVE with a CAPITAL L, with Yo-Yo's. They so totally rock xD AHHH! And that goo stuff!! :D Reminds me of my childhood(: I loved my childhood. Oh so carefree. Darn while typing this post i was lying down on my bed with the laptop and then suddenly the laptop fell on my face ): Dammit.. hurts so much now. PLUS THE GASTRIC FLU. UGH. Today is JASMINE'S BIRTHDAYYYY!! So here's a shoutout for the darling<3.>_. Had to leave early cos of some shit thing i had to pass up. Gah... stuuupiiiddd. anyways gtg. seeya(:
15 August 20075:22 PM
NEW SKIN(: Yes, i was really bored(: YAY. CT's are OVER. and new blogskin :D Long time no PROPER update aye? ANYWAYYYSSS. TODAY!!! LAST EXAM FOR ME(: Science paper. After that we had a theory PE lesson of basketball since we weren't allowed to go out of the classroom until after reccess. SO STUPID -.-' A theory lesson on BASKETBALL. RECCESS!!! And SCIENCE. Omg you know what science was TERRIFIC. Cos' Deepa didn't come (: And we got this really cool teacher, who wasn't so cool when she entered but she was alright later :D Her name is Miss Farhana (sp?) I don't know actually. I forgot xD First she told us to be quiet and she kind of kept repeating it over and over again. Got REALLY annoying. Then suddenly in admist of all our boredom and stuffs she just suddenly came up with this box and started asking us what could be inside it. And yes of course, we gave her the silliest of answers (: You know what was inside? Something SICK AND UGLY. it was..... MY ♥. ): i'm just kidding. It was a SHEEP'S heart. Not mine :P GROSSSSS. grossss ew. ew. ew. I took pictures though :S CAUTION: If you have a weak stomach PLEASE DO NOT VIEW! if you already did, sorry :S Oh baby, you broke(?)/DISECTTTTED :D my heart.♥ Ooo. Look at the BLOOOODD. poor sheep :/
13 August 200710:53 PM
HEHE.
hehe. i'm a lazy, lazy BAD blogger :D so DO not expect any post from this website till errrr... i don't know :D maybe after thursday IF i'm not BORED enough i will post some sheeeyaaat. :D SEE YOU. and remember. EXPECT NOTHING FROM THIS BLOG. NOOOOOOOTTTTHIIIIIIIIIINGGGGG.
09 August 200710:49 PM
National day. Happy National Day! :D Yep, it's national day(: happy birthday Singapore! And guess what. I forgot it was national day =.='' I know.. how STUPID. I only remembered to wish Sreya in person and mom on sms. The rest were on MSN xD Had to study till 3 today, then went out with Sreya love :D The initial plan was to "STUDY" but we ended up just taking trains and neos. A bit of walk and loads of talk(: Awwww, i missed you SO SO much woman. Must go out with you more and more (: whee. I lovee youuu.♥ So that's pretty much what i did today. Then i came back home, tired. My shoulder was BREAKING. I brought SO many books to study but didn't really study. Ok wait, correction. I didn't EVEN study. Yes, i didn't. Sue me. ;D After Sreya left, felt kinda down again :/ Weirdest part, i don't even know why i was feeling so down. Ah well... that's life, innit? Let's put all the misery aside. BAHH. I don't know what to post about. BYEEEEEE!~
05 August 200711:39 PM
uh. well.
Hey ho ho hey ho. :D LALALALALA!~ Today is a SUNDAYYYYY!~ Ytd was like boring much? :/ 'Cos 4 hours of my Saturday was spent on sleeping :( I could have done SO MUCH MORE rather than SLEEP. Gahh. I hate myself for sleeping in those hours. HATEHATEHATE. ok ANYWAYS. BEEBOOBAA. I'm being random you see. Very random indeed. Sunday was plainishishish. Went to Cafe Cartel for breakfast 'cos Mom said she was sick of cooking for us(: Then we did some shit shopping and came home. I obediently did my HOMEWORK and then planned to watch a movieeeeeee. But the movie was just so boring, so whatever laaa :D Came online and chatted and chatted and chatted. :D AMAN I MISS U YAAR. WAAPAS AAJAAA! come back la :( OHMEGOSH. My life is such a bore isn't it. SUCHA BORE. Damnnn~ Hmm.. then went for blah blah dinner, had funnnnn~ and yada yada yada. Now i'm home and back on comp. Tsk tsk tsk. What a student i am :( i should be sleeping and waiting RESTLESSLY for another day in school to LEARN. I was born to LEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAD not to REEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAD. HAHAH! you'll GOTTA love The Simpsons xDDDD I LOVE THEMMMM!!! WHEE. okokokok. I KNOW IM A BORING PERSON. DEAL WITH IT! this reminds me of what i saw on a shirt in TM. kinda cheap but funny la:D ( ! ) An ass. (!) A tight ass. ( ! ) A fat ass. ( ? ) I think this is a confused ass, or a screwed up ass? ( x ) Is this a stuffed ass o_O ok i'm lost. BLAHBLAHBLAH. This is killing meeee. KILL KILL KILL BOREDOM IS KILLING MOI. okok i'll just end off with a note. TODAY IS HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY ACCORDING TO INDIA. If you think i am a friend to you PLS WISH ME BACK. No matter WHO you are or WHAT you do. PLS WISH MEEEEE :DDD plsplspls!~ heehaahoo. P/S: I got a new camera :D 8.1 megapixels. Yay. (:
03 August 200711:37 PM
New friend/ I'll miss you.
Yesterday was great. Met a new friend, Maria!~ She's really cool and smart :D Had loadsa fun with her and Aman. But there was still something wrong. Really wrong. Ok, it's over, and it's all my fault. Couldn't ever really tell the reason why it happened. I know what it is.. but i don't wanna tell. Aman, went today. Real fun and nice guy. It was really nice being with you, yea? Will really miss you. (: and now. It's time for me to just fall and die. i know you hate me, but i just can't help it, can i? No, i can't. Curse me all you want. Cos i know you won't bother.
01 August 200710:35 PM
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