FUCK.

I didn't go for the excursion today cause I wasn't feeling well.. and guess what? At 10.12 am I got a call from Mr Steven Soo and he told me I can't go for the local OBS camp because I'm a PR. WTF. And the camp is only meant for Singaporean citizens!! AND I can't even pay and go for it :(
So as a alternative he asked me if I could make it for the OVERSEAS OBS camp. Overseas? :( Nooo.. none of my good friends are going!

FUCK.

What's more the dates totally suck. 28th Nov - 7 Dec.

MY BIRTHDAY'S ON 30TH NOVEMBER!!!!!! I DON'T WANNA CELEBRATE MY BDAY WITH PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW WELL AND OVERSEAS!!!!!!

FUCK.

Motherfucking OBS. You better let me go for the local one okay. I don't care about the advantaged "experience" you attain from the overseas OBS, I want to be with my friends.. and that's at local OBS.

LOCAL LOCAL LOCAL LOCAL LOCAL LOCAL LOCAL LOCAL.

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Okay, that was rude cause I was really angry.

ANYWAY, thank you Mr Roshan Kalwani for inviting me to your open house for Hari Raya on Monday! It was pretty fun.. later on. :D We played this game called "Pepsi" I'd never heard of the number one before. I only knew the one which you use your feet to eliminate another player or the old-fashioned fingers one. -- After 3 games I didn't wanna play it anymore! I wouldn't call it mind-boggling but it left me kinda woozy after a while. Esp the double numbered one!

Aft that we saw Azfar and Nabby playing guitar heroes. FUNNY. Nabby was a rocker ;P who kept jerking!!! hahahaha! She looked completely dumb-strucked while playing it. I remember when I first played Guitar Heroes. --------- I SUCKED.

not that I'm saying that I'm an expert now. HEEEEEE :D

After that Fabby came over to my crib and played with Tinkerbell. FOR THE LAST TIME :(
Had to leave her over to Danny's cause he was adopting her :( UNCLE LOVES HER TOO! well he loves pets, but still!
I miss my Tinky :( My little baby. But at least she's happy!

:)

Yesterday was the first day of extended classes. I came at 9 and it was Chem first. Practicals and shit. Then English. FUCK, should have just ponned english and A maths. I'd done all of that before and the lame exposition essays bored me to shreds.

I'm bored today too :( I woke up at 3.30 pm! DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW.

boohoo.

barney is a dinosaur from our imagination,

when i see his purple face i get constipation.

he's a big fat dinosaur who looks real creeepy,

he will come strangle us when we get sleeeepy.



OMG!!!!!!!!!

hahaha i made that up.

I like girls, they like me. They look so fine, when their out with me! ~

HAHAHA! Well had an outing with my baby girls yesterday :) Well, Yayah couldn't join us.. so It was Kaylie, Angeline and me! :D = UBER CRAZINESS!

Firstly Tinkerbell didn't let me sleep so I was insanely tired in the morn + the "path" thing that ran through all night long. Omg i'm too lazy to explain what it was. Then I got back home, changed, played with Tinkerbell. Then I went to meet Kaylie and Angeline at Bedok MRT. Went to Bugis, and walked around Bugis St to find something for Angeline to wear for her interview. (In the end she didn't need to do all this fussiness! I TOLD YOU. You just wanted to spend money right! xD)

Next, we went to Altazzag for food. I had my beloved Hummus, Angeline had the same and Kaylie had Lamb Chops. IT WAS SOOOO GOOOD. Then we slacked till dark, and went next door to Reish Turkish Cafe. If I'm not wrong that was the spelling.

Sheesha! Grape. COOLING. Hahahah, funny how Angeline kept asking me if she got high, if she got high. So dumb. You don't get high stupid :P Anyways, it was awsome. Pictures when I get them :) Just a few though.

And today was so fun! Hahaha. Went to SPCA with Danny, because he wanted to adopt a puppy. But actually, SPCA only has the big dogs, that aren't really allowed in HDB so he couldn't get this INSANELY cute dog, Candy. She was soooo cuteeeee.. omg I totally fell in love with her! Then we went to pet shops to look for small puppies! OMEEEGOSH SHOOOO CUUUUTEEEEEE AND ADORABLE! I could just buy ALL of them!

After that had lunch at NEW YORK NEW YORK, and then played pool. Okay he tried to teach me how to play it properly. Omg, i think this is the 3rd time someone is trying to teach me how to play pool. But this time i actually learnt something! Though I still dunno how to bounce the ball ._.

Okay. Moving on.

I CANT WAIT FOR TMR AND MONDAY.

I get to meet my love on Monday. Muah I love you!

FABBZZZYY JAAAN <3

Gone with the wind.


I'll miss you so much. It feels like I've lost a part of my heart, but no matter what you will always be a part of my memories.

Though their non-existant.

In a better place now, you may rest in peace. You're with god now. And you'll always be watching us from there. I know you will. I love you Dadi.




Jaan, I don't know what's wrong and why you're upset but I want you to know I'm always there for you. I'm not just saying it. I'm just a phone call away from you and if you need anything at all.. anyone to talk to or just take out all your feelings, I'm here. You know I'll do my best to cheer you up, cause sadness is not your thing. I don't say I love you just for fun, cause I really do alright. If you're reading this, I want you to know.. I'm always gonna catch you when you fall because I love you. I would take all the pain with me if I could, so that you're happy.

♥

Yesterday I didn't go to school again.. Woke up at 11+ then Mom called me to fax some invoices over. After all that boring faxing, Mom told me it's okay and I don't need to anymore :(

So then I met Danny, and met other kid, Amanda! Hahaha. She was also at Arab St buying jewels. Nice girl :D Had Starbucks with them, and then Amanda left. Danny dragged me to Bugis St to do shopping for him.

THE END: Bought nothing, Liked nothing.

I quote, "I wish I was a girl! So many things for a girl to buy in Singapore!" DANNY YOU ARE A BAPOK. Admit it. :)

Later on Sharon, Simran and her friend don't know what's his name came. Very quiet guy, whatever. :D Went to stupid Altazzag again! I hate that place because of it's TERRIBLE service and the waiters are so RUDE sometimes. Oh well.. Rose was awsome :D!

Later, Roshan, Sunita, Ainchal and Amit joined in. I'll see Roshan,Danny, Sunita and Ainchal on Sunday, hopefully. I don't know about Amit. Seems like one fiesty young man. And he was dressed like a Mat. o.O
Omg, a MAT.


Sunita ordered Mixed fruits, it SUCKED. Not only did it make my throat coarse and dry, I think it's the cause of my upcoming ulcer AND lung ache! I hate that flavour from now onwards! Was going home and then it happened.

I can't believe it. I thought we had more time? How did 6 months cut short to fucking 3 weeks?
I just couldn't take it and broke into tears. I'll still pray.

Thanks all of you who cared. I really do appreciate it.

So school made me laugh again, after a whole bunch of tears. OH AND WE WON THE HUMANITIES JEOPARDY THINGUM + DEBATE + BEST SPEAKER!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so proud to be in 3E2. We rock! Agreed? Those who do not agree... WELL TOO BAD :P It's a fact so you have got to get over it, and accept it! :)
3E2 IS THE BEST.

After school I went with Kaylie to get her Reese ya da ya da and support her in satisfying her cravings. Hahahaha. But YOU GOT CARRIED AWAY! Lol! She wanted to buy the whole shop omgzxzxzxz. Later on Amirah and Hannah also came. They bought their blah blah blah and we headed back to Tanah Merah. Hugged Cake goodbye and went back home. I couldn't stop thinking about it on the journey home. It's almost haunting me.. Fuck.

Haunting reminds me- Today Ms Goh spent the whole lesson telling us ghost stories and DID NOT TEACH US E MATHS, HOW COOL IS THAT? After that she told us ghost stories about Pulau Ubin. OMG. I need to go there for freaking OBS. But I can't wait for OBS. Omg, we have to do training before going too. Trekking for Mount Faber or something. WITH ONE-THIRD OF YOUR BODY WEIGHT. Knn I'll fill it ALL up with water. BUT I STILL CAN'T WAIT! Hoping to see a ghost or two.

Come on, it'll be terrifyingly awesome :)

I'm dead tired now. I don't know, the rain has made me even more lethargic than I was and I'm starting to get a wee bit drowsy. Hmmm.. I'll see if I can sleep. But for now I'm ending my post.


GOSH, I NEED TO REMIND MYSELF TO BRING BANGLES FOR AH GWEE & TRANSIT CARD FOR CRAZY CHARMAINE.


Tomorrow I shall have to attend the Meet The Parent's all alone. Sigh :(

There's so much craziness surrounding me,
There's so much going on it gets hard to breath
When all my faith has gone you,
bring it back to me,
You make it real for me
Well I'm not sure of my priorities,
I've lost sight of where im meant to be
And like holy water washing over me,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me
When my head is strong,
but my heart is weak,
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately,
'Cause you make it real for me
Everybody's talking in words I don't understand, You got to be the only one, who knows just who I am
And you're shining in the distance, I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place that I want to be is right back home with you I guess there's so much more I have to learn, But if you're here with me, I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere, somewhere I can learn,
You make it real for me And I am running to you baby,
Cause you are the only one who saves me
That's why I've been missing you lately, 'Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me

MERI JAAN.

Okay I'll blog. :)

Yesterday I got my henna done! Yay. But not satisfied -- long story lah!
I didn't go to school again. :( So I was pretty bored at home. But todays Karva Chaut (A festival Indian married women celebrate by fasting the whole day to pray for longer lives for their husbands and can only eat when the Moon comes out) so Mumzy came home early!

Fabzy I didn't fast for you cause I know you wouldn't be able to come and feed me when the moon comes out :P HEEHEE.


BORED SIAH. Bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored. I want to go out and do something. And I don't think holidays might be the best thing-- unless of course I get a job or something to occupy me!
:(

Btw, I didn't fail anything. THANK GOD. One thing less for the 'rentz to scold me about.

Eh I wanna go shopping :(

Hmmmm... Fab what do you want me to blog about :P hahahahaha. I don't think I'm gonna blog about what I think you want me to blog about. Shhhhh! DEI - never sms me back. I'm still waiting for your reply!

I'm off homies, PEACE OUT
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A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people
Ok, i was tagged by Kaylie and Jasmine.
The 8: Yayah, Nanah, Jazmyne, Maria, Sreya(I know you dont have a blog, do it as a note on facebook!), AIYAH WHATEVER. THOSE WHO WANNA DO JUST DO.
01. What have you been doing recently?
Going out cause my exams are OVERRRRRRRRRR. -prances around happily-
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Nope.
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
I wasn't awake.
04. When did you last cry?
Yesterday night.
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Depends.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
Good results, and a break. Please?
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Depending what I am carrying and what kind of jacket it is. If it's expensive OF COURSE NOT.
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
ME OF COURSE!
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Billabong shorts.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
From Sunny(A lot lah) and Rameza(Which I sent out to lots of my friends and it is now their nicest text in their inbox!) So I prefer Ramos! :)
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
No.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
The House Bunny!!!!!!!! :D
14. What are you proud of?
Having the world's most awesome friends. I love you guys :)
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
What you doing?
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
I forgot which song. But I sang it with my Jaan.
17.Do you have any nicknames?
YES. Tell me about it.
18. What does your last received text message say?
No say one brand that you love to have? You online now? Come oneline :D -- retarded.
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
2 AM
20. Are you currently happy?
I don't know.
21. Who gives you best advice?
I don't know. I don't ask for advice.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I hate whipped cream.
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Probably Sunny if I hadn't fell asleep.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
More than you can imagine.
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Fabeha, Roshan, Syahmi
26. Do you wear toe socks?
Eh, no.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Home.
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yeah?
29. What annoys you most in a person?
People ignorant to others, and their feelings.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Maybe..
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
No.
32. What is the colour of your room?
Baby blue.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
If it were Palin, I sure will.
34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?
Maybe.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
My Mom.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Fabeha.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Yeah, lol.
38. Do you have a life?
I think I do. Better than many out there.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
No.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
I don't keep profile songs.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Unknown.
42. Last time you smiled?
I am lame too. I smiled for this question too. So there, now.
43. Have you changed this year?
So much, I hate it.
44. What are you listening right now?
Sounds of the TV.
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Sheena? On Msn.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?.
WTF.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what ya get next.
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
Yeah.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yeah, and people rip their ears off when they hear me.
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Give up on life.
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
Out having dinner.
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
It's fine.
53. What song best describe your love life?
Nothing.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
No.
55. Who always make you laugh?
All my friends.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Yeah
57. Favourite website(s)?
FACEBOOK. Hands down!
58. What's your middle name?
I ain't got one, ya dig?
59. What are you doing tomorrow?I
Sneaking off to ICC! haha!
60. What do you think you are like?
You tell me? :D
61. Who will you choose to die with?
I wouldn't want anyone to die with me.
62. Where have you been today?
Nowhere.
63. What game do you play often?
Guitar Heroes? Otherwise I don't play games.
64. Who are you missing right now?
Hmmm...
65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
Friend.
66. What are you doing right now?
Doing this bullshit.
67. Which primary school are you from?
T!
T-P!
T-P-S!
T!
T-P!
T-P-S!
POWER POWER WOOOOH! Hahaha, Tampines Primary School.
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Red, Purple, Blue.
69. What emotion you like to show?
LOOOVEEEE. LOL!
70. What is your life to you?
I don't know?
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
think about it and then maybe talk to a friend.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
I still am, Sheena.
73. Who do you admire most?
No one?
74. Which month are you born in?
November.
75. How are you feeling right now?
Mixed feelings.
76. What is the time now?
19.42
77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
Kaylie-- RETARDED. Jasmine- STONKY GIRL!
78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
I've never dyed my hair! I ain't old, yo.
79. Why are you doing this test?
Cause I feel like it.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
I piss others off... most of the time.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
25+
82. Who is most important to you?
I don't know.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
EVERYBODY DANCE NOW!
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Idk.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Hahahaha, maybe.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
I don't know.
87. What is your goal for this year?
Make my parents proud of me..
88.Do you believe in eternity love?
Bullshit.
89. What feeling do you love most?
Happiness!
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Of course it is you asses, don't you know? If you are still oblivious to this fact.. you might as well go and die!
91. What feeling do you hate most?
Depression.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Depends. But mostly yes.
93. Do you believe in God?
Yeah?
94. Who cares for you most?
My family and friends.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Live my life and be happy.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
A pair of balls. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
A lot...
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Pathetic.
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Castruate him. Yes Kaylie. I will. -crazy glare in her eyes-
100. How do you feel now?
Something.

Yes, i'm late in announcing this but MY EXAMS ARE OVER.
:)
YES
YES
YES
YES
YES
YES!!!!!!!!

FREEEDOM!

Okay so, after Friday ( A math paper ) AKA Last exam! I went over to Momma's office. Got my eyebrows shaped. Okay finally they look normal. I swear once you do them, you can't stop doing them over and over! :) Hahaha! Then I went to meet Danny and Sunita. 45 minutes late. Watched The House Bunny. Omg it's hilarious! Haha! I wanna watch Eagle's eye next. Outing on that movie girls? :)

After that we went to Bugis to Altazzag's. Met Ainchal and her friend Laveena or something. Her friend's such a snob. Whatever. Can't stand girls who are stuck up! SOMBONG.
Then went home.
Yesterday I went to Zee Carnival. It was boring lah! All the Indian Aunties dying to see Shahrukh Khan! Bloody hell! He's so freaking old lah please!
For those who don't know who is Shahrukh Khan -- he's some big shot actor of the Bollywood Cinema often called the King of Bollywood. King Khan.

ANYWAYS, whatever. Most of my friends including namely Rameza Khan (no she is not related to him :P she wishes), Chadni and moreeee! Gosh why do you love him so much! Bloody loser. Rameza who has O lvls going on, loved him so much that didn't care and went! Aiyah!
Tsk tsk tsk. What has he done to the world. Good luck to all doing O's though! :)

Oh well. I went with Fabeha, Rameza. Later on Syahmi, Roshan and Ghulam joined in. And soon after which Nabila, then after 1 more hour, Fab's mom and Nani. LOL NANI (sorry inside joke).
Had fun with them though!
Fabeha, Syahmi, Roshan and I went back by 518 but then we decided to have dinner first. Went to the lame Mc Donald's. Was fun hahaha!
Went home. Got screwed. Sorry girls I couldn't make it today! Love you all :)

I'm watching movies at home today. Hahaha.

Hey I changed my blogskin! I like this, it's simple and pretty nice.
TELL ME YOU LIKE IT TOO, OR ME NO LIKE YOU.
Just kidding love :)

Okay so tomorrow's the last exam and I am so excited like OH MY GAWD. So we're not going to Bintan anymore, I guess we're just gonna for a dinner on the 13th. Oh it's Momma and Poppa's wedding anniversary. I haven't gotten them anything yet. HELP ME THINK GUYS! HELP ME THINK! For the guys who don't know how I react to getting someone presents it's usually, "OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG WHAT THE HELL DO I GET THEM OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG -breathes- OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG"
Yes, it's that bad :/ Ah well, yes I went to Singapore Khalsa Association Club to see Sreya! Yay. She looked so pretty :) Oh well, other than that met a few others.. but I don't really know them so it was REALLY AWKWARD. I was just standing there and 3 nerdy guys came up to talk to me. Okay I think 2 of them are alright, but 1 of them was really.. (can I use the word DISGUSTING?). What a stalkerish and weird guy. And since Miss Sreya had to make an "entrance" she came an hour later than she told me! Wah lau, made me wait 1 hour with people I don't exactly know. BUT being the kind soul that I am! I forgive you hun!

One of the losers added me on facebook. Ha ha ha ha ha. EW His profile makes me laugh :P
I'm so mean omg omg omg.

Forgive me God, for being so mean. Forgive me God, I'm only human.
Forgive me God cause I may sin. Forgive me God for making fun of him.

Anyhoos, I read Off Centre this morning. It's really good! I finished it in 2 hours or less in the morning. Very touching play, I want to see it now! Brother said the play was good too! Oooo.
Next I'll finish TKAMB and then read his A Curious Incident of The Dog In The Night-Time. Whoopeeeeeee.

I can't wait to watch a movie. The last movie I saw in the movies was Meet Dave. OH AND I CAN WATCH ALL MY TV SHOWS AGAIN. YES YES YES ME LOVE TV SHOWS.

Diwali's coming, henna time! Yay. I think it's what I like the most about Diwali. The henna! But I don't like the smell of it :S OH WELL YAY.
And I finally wanna get my eyebrows threaded -.- They are desperately in need of shaping. I don't need to, but I wanna!

I'm procrastinating and not doing any A math. Need to at 5. Need to at 5. Need to at 5.

FIVE FIVE FIVE FIVE FIVE!

HELLO SWEETHEARTS.
Argh, i'm so tired-- for no reason :/ just thinking about next weeks hectic schedule makes me wanna fall to the ground. Mehhh.
TGIF-- but it don't feel like no weekend's coming. This weekends gonna be filled with mugging and cramming and I am NOT looking forward to it. My body aches, boohoo.
Yesterday was the slackest day of my life in school. 2 periods of studies and the rest was free periods. Didn't feel like we did much, haaaah! Came home and slept and blah.
WHY AM I SLEEPING SO MUCH?? I NEED TO BE STUDYING! D'OH!

Other than that.. yes this weekend = SERIOUS CRAMMING. Today I didn't go to school :X sorry sorry sorry! But I got up and got a call from Kaylie to go for MJC's open house. It was nice, but I should say I'm not impressed. Maybe because we needed to go home and couldn't get to see the whole thing that much. Next year, if I go.. I think I'd spend more time + see into more CCA's. We had a 2 dollar photoshoot =P teehee! But the pictures came out DISGOOSTING, only 2 were quite alright.. so we got them. 1st one for free and the 2nd one for 2 bucks. Not bad.. but we looked really bad today.

Came back... and started to study.. but I FELL ASLEEP AGAIN. I can't study at home ZOMG. =.= I just can't! I'd rather go and study downstairs.. or maybe tmr I'll head for the library. Yes, maybe I will :)
SIGH. Just get next week over and done with. I wonder how the O level students feel.. wanting to slack and relax.. but O's coming soon.. and as soon as it gets over they would be able to slack and have fun.. Ah, well. GOOD LUCK TO YOU GUYS TAKING O'S :) & not to forget loving PSLE students. PSLE ain't that hard, you can do it!
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