HAHAHA. Today was FLAG DAY. Boring shit. Omg. In the end we didn't even go for the CIP. We went to watch a movie instead. Bride Wars, AND YESSSS I cried. But of course! I always cry in moviesssss! I'm the emotional type :O

After that we went back to school and we (NANAH AQI MEEE) mrt'ed to Tamp, Aqilah to Pasir Ris. Hope she's okay :)
I HAD SOOOO MUCH FUN TALKING TOOO NAAANAAAH <3 :) LOOOVEEE YOUUU BABYYY! Can't wait for more talks like these!

AND A SPEACIAL NOTE FOR RAMEZA: Awwwwww you're my chosen family toooo and you're like an elder sister/friend combined. It's always fun with you :) LOVE YOUUU SWEEETYYPIEEE :) <3!!!

HEY GUYS.
Happy chinese new year out to you guys celebratin' it. hahaha. I don't really care abt it no offence, just gives me a free holiday weekend :) Yay.

The week's been really good. And omgggg my blog's literally fucking dead. I don't have time/permission to use the comp so much these days.. booohoooo. The only thing i wanna keep alive is actually my facebook though. I don't mind the blog dying. Sorrryyyy.

SOOOO MY OUTING WAS FUN. HAHAHA. SPY thang was pretty aiite. I mean apart from start being rather more than awkward.. aft i sprained my ankle :O It was ok. Spraining my ankle is a good sign. Point to be noted!

It still hurts though ouch.

Aft that was pretty fun too --- won't elaborate :) ;)

Then I slept over at Fab's place. Slept pretty early! :P (yeah right)
Came home. OH AND ONE MORE THING I FUCKING LOST MY PHONE.. CRAPPPPSTERRRRRRRR. Bitch man. Total bitch. UGH.

So today Fab and Ram came over. You guys are always so fun --- wheeehooo! <3


LAST DAY OF BREAK TMRW. FUCCCCKKKKKK. BTR FINISH MY HOMEWORK! and study! :O

Well. Looks like my blog's pretty much dying??? Whatever. Ugh.

I love weekends :) But I hate Sundays cause you always have that oh-fuck-there's-school-tmrw-feeling. Sigh. I didn't go to school on Friday cause I was feeling ill. Heard that 10 (including me) of my classmates were absent. Wow a record!!!!! Last week most and least number of absentees from our class, (correct me if i'm wrong) 10 and 7? I forgot. or was it 6. Hahaha Shobana's fed up from our class. TOOOO BAADDDDD.

Saturday I went hindi school. It feels so weird, cause our O's will be in less than 6 months and we don't need to really come to hindi school to study or what. I think it's stupid if I pay a full year fees. I mean like, I would only care of the first half of the year, and after that - my O's for hindi would be done.. what's the use going to hindi school? Oh wellllllllllllllllll
Rohit said that after that we might never contact each other again :O That's why they better make facebook. HEEEHEEE. I think I'll bug them to make facebook this week :) Heh.
Came home -- went for some kid's one-year birthday party. Such a cute kiddddddddd, but there were ONLY kids cept me and my bro so it was a little off. Thank god we left soooonnnzxzxz.

Sunday!!!! Picnic day. Yay. I was allowed to go for it -- and at first it was a little awkward and the leading events later on made it a little depressing but it was fun after we went to Idris' bbq pit :P Hahaha. We kinda couldn't find a place to sit there so we stole his bbq -- telling off the people (MANJANS :P but what an irony I am wearing manjan :O) sitting there to go off cause it's our pit :P (YOU GO! sorry inside joke).

Met this funny fellow called, Parvez/Parvesh (Sorry don't know lol) but Raja for short. He was so familiar -- and then it hit me that he was from my school. HAHA. What a weird world. He left school and went to Indonesia and it was so funny meeting him o.O I always remembered him as a weird annoying guy, but he's pretty funny. He can break the ice when the convo's getting a little ..... boring?

So I stayed for Idris' bbq longer than I thought :O (but I'm not complaining-- he's going away-- and I also had lots of fun there!! teehee) My parents were furious cause I told them I'd be home at 7 but came at 9+. Hmmm.
Well it just felt weird going home so early--- just when it was getting fun :(
But it was nice overall. And I got to meet my dearest Danny after so long!!! I missed his nonsense. Haha :) <3 !

Today school was mediocre. Nothing speciallllllll. Yayah cameee but she's still sick.. and she has a dirty little secret :O woowwwwieeesss. Nanah is still SICK. I miss you, get well soon!!! :)

Nothing else? Ok? Ok. Ok bye.

Wow I haven't blogged in a while. I hardly get to use the internet now - cause my mom took away my freaking laptop. FFFFFFFF. This whole week in school people were sick and full of viruses. Either fevers, viruses ---- to broken arms ;) hehehehe angeline!!! :P

Today I was sick so I didn't go to school. Wonder who else didn't?


ANDDDDDD

this week was also my dearest Rameza's birthday :) 13.1.09

how can i ever forget this day! hahahaha.

so a BELATED BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY shoutout from me to you dearest. May you achieve great success and prosperity in life - <3

So well today school was such an emotional turmoil. I have no comments about this. For me I think she's right - but she went too far with it. It's not as if you're so awesome yourself that you can't wait for anyone. Asking me to run? You could have just said. And I would have done it. Not everyone is fucking god. Can't you just let it go like NORMAL people. Like not freaking humiliate me to that extent that I curse you to be damned to hell under my breath? AND MIND YOU. I was not WAS NOT rude to you in any bloody way and you could not appreciate that. If it were anyone else they would roll their eyes at you, scoff at your statements and TALK BACK. I didn't do any of the following AND DID NOT MAKE FACES AT YOU, so don't you just assume.

I did not disrespect my religion SO WHY DON'T YOU JUST FUCK OFF. (you go lolololol)
Oh well. You're my literature teacher and if I see any sign of you being biased (because almost everyone in my class PRETTY much dislikes you) and punishing me in lit for silly reasons, I don't know what I'll do. I have a tolerance level and hit the top mark of it. LIKE SERIOUSLY. You make me wanna kill somebody. Leave the school, leave my friends even.

Ugh, bhehen chut.
with a dusty, old phuddi.
My day started off sooo funny cause Rameza texted me in the morning --- obviously after seeing the video I posted on her and Fabeha's wall :P Were bored. Sorry. Hahahaha :P Tmrw is superteens. Omg so tiring wth. Mad people. And saturday I can't go out with you guys cause of it :( booohoooo. Monday I have TKMB workshop, Tuesday maybe CCA, Wednesday again TKMB workshop.

So in total, I have to complete 4 history essays, 2 literature essays, Read TKMB and study for it, study e maths, SS and I wanted to do some chemistry or physics :( Don't think that's possible now. Who would say this was the first week of school?

Senior year sucks balls. :(

BTW. Monday results. :O good luck guys, really hope you do well and get into your preferred choices. :)

<3

Okay school's started but I hardly finished any homework so it doesn't feel like it.

YET.

Oh wait till it's next month and it turns worse. Rameza said it turns even worse after juneeee :(

I hate this part RIGHT HERE. O lvls. Screw you.

On a lighter note, this thurs till saturday we're having this Superteens thing. It sounds fun. Rameza told me she went for it and it was really fun. (and like most of them said that you cry after this --- she really did cry and says so will i)
Maybe maybe, cause if she cried I am definately gonna cry. I cry easily.

MY SISTER IS GOING AWAY SOOON AAAAAH. but she's coming back later this yr. During my O's period and she says she's gonna boss us around as hell to study and do this and that. I think it's good cause then I would have someone at home who can teach me shizz :)

DANNY IS COMING OUT OF CAMP SOON. MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry I didn't write about you in the post a while back. How could I forgot such an important and GINORMOUS part of my life!!!! Dinnyyyy Dannnyyyyy :) You make me so happy sometimes. And are tooo sweeeet for me! You shouldn't be so sweet. People take advantage and might mistake you. But nonetheless I love you lots!!!! <3

Okay so I'm screwed tmrw. Shobana is our freaking Literature teacher. Thank you Ms Sharifah for dumping us in this pit of hell with S.C!!!!! :(

Fuck I'm so gonna hate literature cause of her. She hates me, and now cause of that she might FAIL me. FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK.


Hope something good turns out of this fuck. Son of a ..

THIS FEELING DAMN SUCK AH :(

You got a new friend, well i got homies.

HAPPY NEW YR ALL YOU BITCHES OUT THERE!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!

This yrs gna be a hard yr. FUCK.

I dont know why I have this overwhelming negative feeling towards this new yr. I just want it to pass so fast and go well. This yr was amazing. I'll never forget this yr. 2008 although it had numerous times of grief, loss and pain. I lost my beloved grandma this yr. I will always love you.

Met some pretty awesome peeps, a new family and a bestfriend.

Before this yr me and Fab were just awesome friends, but now we're best friends. And I want you to know tt i loveeee youuuu! I know you don't like me calling you a piggy (cause you sleep so much!) but i'm always kidding. You're my little angel and you complete me :)

And not only her, but through her I met more wonderful people like Rameza (cutieee), Suz (Jaanuz), Roshan K!

My classmates have been amazing. My Sreya baby. I miss you so much.

Super retards <3>

I still can't believe it's 2009 already. 4E2 now. I'll be turning 16 in exactly 11 months. So many things, so many new people. 2009 please fucking pass out to be a good one? I can't take no more sadness.

New yrs was celebrated with the people I love and adore! My darling brother and sister, Daniel, his amazing god mom and Zoheb. I had mucho fun last night, and was prob the most fun I had for new yrs.

Farewell 2008.